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      • Hiding out
        10/31/09
        Indigo Incarnates

        Since Doug is away for a few days and Samhain was last night, I'm sorta keeping a low profile tonight so I don't get inundated with neighborhood kiddies wanting candy. Egads. So, I have all the lights out downstairs and I'm watching a movie upstairs. Gotta

      • Dark
        10/24/09
        Halo incarnates

        is hard sometimes. Sometimes worry. Bad dreams. Sometimes afraid to sleep. Am tired. Hate nightmares. Am tired. Feel like cutting. Didn't cut. Hard to not do it. Didn't cut. Am so tired.

      • hate it
        10/21/09
        halo incarnates

        hate being incomplete. will never be whole. will never be how we should be. hate the memory. hate what happened. didn’t ask for it. didn’t want it to happen. didn’t ask for it. was forced. hated it. hated it hated it. will never be free of it. will always be haunted. hate

      • Racing thoughts
        10/20/09
        Halo incarnates

        hate myself. Want to cut. Hate feeling ashamed. Hate being haunted.

      • Gloom and Doom
        10/17/09
        Indigo Incarnates

        It’s been dark, rainy, and cold for three days straight and the weather forecast predicts another four days just like it. Nice. It’s the kind o weather that makes this body ache. I can feel a sort of echo of every major injury I’ve ever had. I know that as a Wiccan I’m s

      • The Wiccan Path
        10/12/09
        Indigo Incarnates

        Every time I lead or participate in a Wiccan rite, I get more assured that this is the right spiritual path for me. I think it significant that the Wiccan deities are a god and goddess of nature. In Christianity, Judeaism, and Islam, the deity is a god of war. In Wicca,

      • Cool weekend!
        10/11/09
        Indigo Incarnates

        With just one exception, this weekend has been pretty cool. On Friday, I led an Autumn rite at Turning Circle. The worship service went pretty well. The thing about Wicca is that there is a real focus on community and on personal spiritual development. At Turning Circle,

      • He got the award... for what?
        10/10/09
        Indigo Incarnates

        It’s hard to imagine a person less deserving of receiving the Nobel Peace Prize than Barack Obama. The only one I can think of is the late, unlamented arch-terrorist/thief Yassir Arafat.

        When I heard that Obama was going to receive the Nobel Peace Prize, the f

      • Busy week
        10/08/09
        Indigo Incarnates

        This week has been rough so far. I had to run two case books since one of the agents was out sick. I handles about a hundred cases! The horror!!! And there's some odd and sinister thing going on at the higher echelons of management. I have the dreaded feeling that t

      • Fun weekend stuff!
        10/04/09
        Indigo Incarnates

        It's been a really fun weekend, the most enjoyable one I've had in a while. It also didn't cost that much money either.Yay!

        So Doug, Jeff, and I went to "Field of Screams" this weekend since it is "Haunted House Season". The

      • Thug-O-Matic
        10/01/09
        Indigo Incarnates

        By a coincidence in trial dates, I was able to jettison about 15% of my caseload in just one day! Whooo-hoo! One of the cases was my only handgun file. Yay! So now I'm back down to 54 cases. ::whew::

        One of the cases was kinda frustrating. You have to won

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