Indigo Incarnates

Last night was pretty cool. Phoenix led a New Moon ritual at Turning Circle. Phoenix is pretty good at leading worship services because she has a background in both Wicca and ADF Druidry.

It's been over a year since we/I have had any cutting incidents. Halo worries that bad things will happen to us because it has been so long since any of us has hurt the body. I know that it doesn't make rational sense, but Halo thinks that periodic self-injury is required to pay the spiritual debt of having not died in 1982.

I am visiting mom this weekend. Wow... The 4-hour drive is really boring. The 10-year-old Accord is getting way too creaky for long drives, but Doug let me drive his Scion xD. It gets 40 MPG on the highway, so it's a pretty thrifty ride!

It breaks my heart to see mom so sick. She has COPD and congestive heart failure. She weighs about 80 pounds. The docs have her on a lot of pain meds, so she isn't suffering but her mental acuity has taken a real hit. I am grateful to the Goddess that mom has so far lived 15 months longer than her doctors thought she would. But I will be amazed if mom is still alive six months from now.
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